Dream, Realize and Wake Up

It’s time to get back into my hectic life after Hari Raya Holiday. I’m back to my college. I am pretty sure everyone felt very lazy after 2 weeks of holiday, but in my case just one week. I got no problem with that as long as there is a holiday for me so that I can recharge my battery for further usage.

First of all, I would like to share my happiness with all of you, especially my family. I’m very satisfied and happy with my Test 2 marks as I almost get the highest marks in all the subjects. These results came not because of praying hard before the exam yet I do really put a lot of effort in it.

Even the non-important subject, Study Skill, I can score the highest mark on it which is 78.5/80. I used to study at night. Within 8 to 10p.m, this is the best time for me to absorb as much as I can and it really works! My friends were wondering why I have such habit. Haha. maybe this is my study skill and study style.

When my lecturer was giving out our test papers, my heart beating so fast as I had been waiting for it since so long. I always wish to stand in the crowd and be the most shining among the others. And this is the most suitable time to prove it. When my lecturer called out my name, I was like: OMG, my turn…….how if I fail my paper? I started to get nervous. Luckily, when the paper passed into my hand, I was like wanna screamed out: Yes, I did it! God blessed….

At the moment, I found no words to describe my feelings. I don't know how to explain and express my feelings at the moment. I always remind myself, the further I go, the brighter I was. I was treated FR chocolate from my lecturer as a reward. I deserve it. My family was my strongest support, especially my dad. He always consoles me and gave full encouragement on my academic. I had done it well not only for myself, and also my parents. Now every single cent that I’m using was from my parents.

I knew that is not an easy task for both of them to bare 3 of us which as I still didn’t have any economy’s background. I told myself I’ve to study hard so that next year I can apply for scholarships and continue in my degree for free. I won’t disappoint my lecturer, parents and the most important is myself.



I love parents and family so much


Well, my final is around the corner, so what I have to do is score as high as possible. That’s all! No more holiday mood. No more facebook after this and get myself in stress. Keep far away from doing useless thing and pay attention to the maximum during lecture.
Perhaps there are a lot of things that happened in the past, but still, we need to back to the reality, back to our own life.

No matter how tough it is, we still need to carry on. For every day that is sunshine, yet there will be a day of rain. Just like us as a mortal, sometimes we make mistakes and inadvertently hurt people that care us, especially family. Yet, we got no intention to do so on those people. I knew some mistakes will leave a deep wound, and it takes time to heal the wound. Depends on how deep the wound was. Yet, every mortal deserved a chance to turn over a new leaf.

“Everyone deserves a second chance. In condition they realize what they are doing.”